WEEEEEEE!!! FINALLY!!! Ze watercolour final piece ishu done! Was rushing it out this morning coz pwee asked me to go clubbing with her tonight... but like... I NEVER GO BEFORE!!! so in the end decided not to^^ LOL... Kimmy shall stay 2 years old^^ and be a nice lil kid... keke^^


YESTERDAY AT MOS BURGER! T_T Last day to spend with Becky... SHE GOING TO AUSSIE TO STUDY!!!



This afternoon at the airport... waiting for Becky... WHOS LATE AGAIN! We were seriously bored...- -






Last picture together before she leaves...

Bye bye Becky...
Sorry i didnt have time to buy you anything... or write essay-like love notes but i promise i will send u lots of mail! GOSH I NEED UR ADDRESS!!! Rmb to give us yea! Oh and somehow we didnt receive the email u said u sent us... did u send to the correct people?!?!? Sigh... we really miss u... you must miss us too yea!!! MUST YEA!!! WAKAKAKA ^^ MUACKS love you. Cya soon yea! Take Care!

Oh right! Help me thank your mum for the band thingy! I'll keep it on always ^^


waw didnt know a horror movie can drive me crazy... and they had to make it worse... its not funny... i am scared so stop it... fucking stop it.... waw... people will never understand... fear isnt something i can push away. if i could i would really love to... yet they can tell me its just a show... concentrate on work now... dont be scared... yea they care... but they dont understand i cant! freaking hell cant do it... if everyone can just push away a fear... waw wont that be great... impossible... for me at least if theres any superhuman out there. people say i can talk to them but can i really? they wont understand... no one will. haha....


Waw everyones so stress lately...we stay back almost everyday! For once im home this early... didnt have much to do anyways. I finally finished the stupid 50 line sketches for anatomy!!! YAY!!! Now 50 more... - - Haiz im suppose to be concentrating on my work.. yea yea i was told a thousand times... but i cant. It really sucks to know and to be told that everything was my fault... and it hurts when the people I actually care for are the ones telling me that... I thought i knew what my friends were thinking... thought i understood them... but well... finally found out that im really very different from everyone else. Somehow everything i did was wrong... i really did care... but somehow they took it as im making it worse for her. He said that im like that... even with him... that i'll get so affected that he would have to push away his problem to make me happy instead... i thought it was only him... thought that its just his way of thinking... but when everyone else told me the same thing i guess im the problem? Found it really unfair at first... that they would tell me this when i get affected by her problems but she got really upset too whenever im sad or troubled... i mean yea she cares cause shes a really really nice person... then cant i care for her too? I used to be able to tell them everything.. now im not sure... he would tell me im wasting his time if my problem wasnt that serious to him and i'll make her worry if im ever upset... then i'll get blamed... waw... and whenever i try to talk to anyone else about this i would have to go through a lecture... adults and their logic... i can just imagin myself telling whoever all this shit and i bet the person would go ''but you know im not like that~'' yea i used to know... but not anymore... now i dont dare to ''know'' anything. Lods of things happened in the pass few days... im glad some r somewhat solved but it still kinda shocked me. The reaction I got for opening my mouth... waw... i never expected it... I thought i understood her... or like ''know'' her well enough... thought i could talk to her... lol... stupid me... well my fault again. Haha. Trust is really important in a friendship or in any other relationship... I always ask why do people hide things from their friends or parents or whatever... Since young i was able to tell my everyone close to me everything. I didnt need to hide anything... now i got my answer... people dont dare to tell coz they r scared of the reaction they might get. Freaking cowards.. LOL. But well those people managed to avoid trouble... (if they r lucky) I still think that its best not to hide anything... but i have to... coz no one understands me... neither do i understand anyone anymore... i never have so many friends before... and its really nice... but now kimmy feels really lonely... coz theres no one that i can talk to... i will just smile^^ so i wont add on to everyones problems... then everyone will be happy too... no more worries =D we shall all get through this 3 weeks of hell together^^ then we'll go party! keke^^


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!!!

WAKAKAKA!!! This is OX! Sarahs birthday present^^ I woke up super early to go get it ><... and to go to the airport to fetch my grandparents...


This is Hau kor kor in the airport with stitch... LOL!!!


Stitch went with us to Sarahs birthday party and met Kira!


Sarah opening her presents!!!








Then to the games~! I was busy doing sketches so yea.. didnt play but i took pictures! LOL beauty contest! The girls decided to dress the guys up!
You Ling jie jie and her darling model!


Clare and her model Huany!!


Erm... Sarah didnt wanna be in this picture so poor Sean... LOL!!!


LOOK AT THEM!!!


AHAHAHAH!!! Riight so after their parade around the house... Its the girls turn to be tortured! LOL.. Now you will see why boys cant keep long hair... The things they do... @_@
First up... Ming kor kor and You Ling jie jie as his model!


Huany and Sarah!


Sean and... erm... his christmas tree?


Ok so the front isnt so bad... take a look at the back LOL


And together..


WKAKAKAKA!!! Lucky I wasnt playing @_@ Poor Clare lost lods of hair @_@...


KEKE the easter egg Ming kor kor and You Ling jie jie bought for me! TYTY!!! Well... Happy Easter everyone!!!

Thanks a bunch to Manior De The for helping me complete 13 live sketches... and for the photos.. ahem... keke LOVE U LODS! MUACKS!



Im fine.

I wish...


No ones really ok these days... cant explain whats gotten into me. Guess maybe its coz kimmy cant make anyone happy anymore... really dont know how... its my turn to be strong... but sometimes i really cant control... im sorry..