waw didnt know a horror movie can drive me crazy... and they had to make it worse... its not funny... i am scared so stop it... fucking stop it.... waw... people will never understand... fear isnt something i can push away. if i could i would really love to... yet they can tell me its just a show... concentrate on work now... dont be scared... yea they care... but they dont understand i cant! freaking hell cant do it... if everyone can just push away a fear... waw wont that be great... impossible... for me at least if theres any superhuman out there. people say i can talk to them but can i really? they wont understand... no one will. haha....