Its really scary huh?
Its so hard to find a friend... but so easy to lose that person.

Felt really useless today when you were so upset and i didnt even know how to make you feel better... i cant ask you to not be sad cause i know its impossible... and i cant be random and make jokes at this time to make you laugh cause it wont work... but seriously... he shouldnt go climb mountains for no reason... >< ...
Whatever it is... Aya neesan be sad... cry everything out... just stop thinking of joining him in heaven. Didnt know if you were joking or not... but it really freaked me out...call me selfish but im not gonna lose you coz of his death... (yea who am i to advice people on not killing themselves...) but still!

GO WATCH THAT VIDEO I MADE FOR YOU =D
it helps! i hope...
and if you ever need to talk... you know we'll be here^^